... I love this song by Ludovico Einaudi, now this is a beautiful song, and especially with this video [link] I find it very inspiring, I love the melody at minute 5 of it, it really sorts of describes the effort and the rewards of pursuing your dreams. I am no way near to that, but keep trying to dance to this song and others that inspire me to dance, and this video is not about the dancing I'm taking about but I believe the work of these girls is amazing, and I know it's not easy, most of it is luck, I spent more than a year trying to pass one of those balls to my partner and never got it right during the training sessions, only in the "show" we did well, phew!! Unfortunately our teacher left and nobody replaced her, and that was the end of my rythmic gymnastics.I wish I knew at a younger age what I wanted out of life.
I am so healthily jealous of determined people, I wish I could make up my mind for something and go for it without hesitation. Right now I'm trying with dancing, and not sure whether to try and apply for a much higher paid role at work, as I do not meet some of the Essentials, but I do think there is nothing that can't be learned, and I have the other abilities. My manager and head of the department both believe I'm overqualified for my admin assistant role, and so much of my intelligence and time is wasted, more or less, and they don't give trainings or promote me for other qualifications because I am already very good, well, I guess is time to do something about it, I guess. My question is ... will they laugh at my application?. I have been a Manual Payment Analyst for 9 months in FORD of Britain, perhaps that helps to get me in the role of Financial Analyst, that and my manners, and my smile, after all is an internal vacancy in a big company and I tend to be nice to everybody, as who knows, I always believed that is the best way to promote yourself constantly. Karma, I hope that works again, I have more chances for getting a job for how do I look and work for others, than in an interview!.
I was writing you a long neverending text.. but I just remembered I have it all written on my blog in several entries.. so please feel free and read all about it if curious enough! [link]
Just finished reading through sweetie, I know just how you feel. I wish I could walk away from where I am. I am working my ass off as the acting box office manager here where I am, but they refuse to give me the full title of Box Office Manager because if they do then they would have to up my pay by like 3k and they just won't do that. Prob is there is no where I can move to job wise to find anything else and it is aparant that it is not what you know or experience here it is who you know and has become very much of an 'old boys' network which is very unfair for those who work hard but get ignored as they are not golfing or drinking buddies
Best wishes,
Chris
Best wishes,
Chris